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Savon

You are my life, my love, my inspiration I cannot continue in this journey with the idea of your discontent I pray for you, for your strength and for your safety You may not know about all I do while I am gone But know my journey is always to a better end Our paths sometime are parallel and distant But we are always on a journey connected by a bond Connected by a pureness that no one could ever destroy For the times you are hurting and feel alone Know that my heart is next to you Do not concentrate on the now, but gaze onto the future Pains of now are just motivation for when... When is the piece to the puzzle that no one else could fit The wonders and thoughts, the hope, and the faith For many years I have been paving a pathway for your safety So don't give up on me yet My heart laments while I am away The pain I see in your eyes when I return is like torture to my soul Better is coming and I want you to hold on The roller coaster is coming to and end And we...

Intensity

WBS 7-24-2000 My Love, Mi Amor I adore you unlocked my door and threw all my shackles on the floor you challenged me to explore a whole new situation I've been lured sure, unsure I want reasons for more good, bad, rich or poor inside my heart you always tour one, two, three, or four either one, either or regardless, I'm what you scored within my love's core though you're not what I live for I am secure you are what I bought love is what I wore you are mine I am yours one chapter closed with a whole knew me born you unlocked my door and you, I adore My Love, Mi Amor

Ode to Myself

WBS 3/2/1999 Beautiful in every way Upon the pedestal, there I stay Living in the moments of time still young The moon is lesser for I am the sun Being of wonder and love Jewels and pearl hand full and glove Endless talent there to share Act of mercy oh so fare Heart never once yet broke Never the cast of one's new yoke Soul to harmonize with time all so well until my cup runneth over with wine By my beautiful past to be made renown In script to be forever shown echoing to the future with melodious sounds I am loose and I am free I am the one who they call Stephinie!

Why Couldn't You Stay?

WBS 8/1/2000 I loved you dearly You always had a place in my heart but it will never be the same without you near me Your friendship could never be replaced by anyone our special bond held between us could not be undone our relationship meant so much more more than any word in the world could explain but still you never returned through those doors Why couldn't you stay? I sit and ask myself every night and day at nights I catch myself waking up to realize you are not there covering up all the pain that my heart bears I wonder are your nights so lonely and your days so sad? my heart will never let go of all the time we shared and the love we had. Why couldn't you stay is a questions I'll try to leave in the past I thought our love was bigger than the both of us but good things never last now I am here and you there separated by exclusion because my love you do not fair am I to move on and forget about us or try to bury you so my heart and mi...

Situations

WBS 1997 Unsure of what should be done uncontrollable balance of h pleasurable involvement of fun in containment trapped shackled to the ball and chain of life waiting to be snapped all experiences of love and endurance virtual reality without love insurance unable to obtain the life of which have been conformed to be listening ears open mind but loss of sight not able to see stable base of relations but without affection physical and mental link but without connection feel of unobtrusive resentment although behavior of such resplendence thoughts to be unequivocally defined to understand my situation with you eyes not mine

ENOLA

WBS 1997 This is a poem I wrote when I took a creative writing class in high school. You kind of have to look beyond the words to figure out what it is saying. I have the feeling on ONEness I'm open, but there seems I won't be two I feel I'm ENOLA at times maybe I could be together with a new A feeling of eternal NSDSASE to live with me FOREVER But this EMOSOWT, I hope it won't be NEVER this NESSLONELI has captured me in a whole new Vision.

Be!

You can be blind by what you see or also deaf by what you hear and don't understand how trust could hide behind fear You can soar high but sway low you can stop now although you are able to go You can be touched but you are intangible you can speak, but you're dumb all feeling of you is there even though your body is numb you can love, but thyself you hate you can feel sleepy, but stay awake if you leave now, you'll be on time but stay a second late and be late you can be renown unto men or forgotten by the past there could be true feelings of happiness but joy doesn't last you can be poor, but also be very prosperous you can be strong, but very weak if you look inside your body your soul might have treasures there to keep you can see the colors of life though your mind dreams in shade visions of the mind to be made you have just begun, but didn't start you are alive, but really your dead your mind could be roaming somewhere but actually...